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The Storm
01:31
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2. |
The Flood
05:02
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I am my grandfather’s blood
I am the poison and the flood
And I’m the one who’s leaving
When you find another love
I am the sin and the saint
I am the voice that you hate
And I’m the one who’s bleeding
And I’m freezing in the cold
I’m the bastard
I’m the lone man
I’m the needing of your love
Now I’m a free man
A strange and cold man
With all the things I’ve never done
You’re the sparrow
That fills the heart full
You’re the branches through the trees
You’re the warm glow
The way the wind tolls
You’re the light I’ll never see
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3. |
Home
02:33
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So you left the light on
Staying put can’t go wrong
And you say you’re sorry you came back
That it’s not the same
It’s still not home
But it might be something different
It might be something like it
My knees are weak
I think there’s a fight left in me
I’m running out of reasons why
I haven’t done something
It’s still not home
Just a pile of bones
But it might be something different
It might be something like it
I might be something different
I might as well forget it
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4. |
You Won't Find It
03:18
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You ask of me where have you been
I’m in California soaking it in
Came back and everything had changed
I’m older now, I’m not the same
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
You ask of me how come you stay
I’m losing reasons every day
Came back and all my friends were gone
For now, I’ll stay here forging on
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
All my faults
All my vices
All the ways where I went wrong
All my friends
All my lovers
All the ties don’t last for long
All my days
All my working
All the things that I could be
All my nights
All my drinking
All the thoughts that frighten me
What you wanted
Is not what I am
What you needed
Is not what I could give
You won’t find it
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5. |
The Coast
04:10
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With two years gone by
I’ll go back to the coast you’re on
And I’ll find what I want
With one look at the sun
I am careless and all at once
I become blind and numb
I can’t seem to keep
The ones that I love
I’ve been foolish and weak
And worn down and lonesome
Will I ever find what I know I’ve lost
With two thoughts on my mind
Who I love or who I’ll leave behind
I’ll be fine without the noise
With one week left to run
I’ll give up all the things I’ve done
When I’ve won or given up
I can’t seem to keep
The ones that I love
I’ve been foolish and weak
And worn down and lonesome
Will I ever find what I know I’ve lost
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6. |
Sown
03:12
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With it we grow
Let our limbs take control
I’ve got nothing and everything to lose
But I might like to lose it all with you
You let it grow tall
Til you watched it fall
And I was standing on the other side
Cursing my fear of heights
The seeds we’ve sown have all but grown
I’m wastin’
Now I can’t say I didn’t try
But we can
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7. |
There & Gone
03:38
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I’m all that I have now
(my heart beat is going strong)
I feel the high then come down
(the moment is there and gone)
I build up the voices
(the ones I had forgot)
They come back to haunt me
(they knew me all along)
You were on the same pills that I took
I was wrong for wanting the feeling
Where we are now is not what we wanted
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8. |
Brother's Song
02:41
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I remember when you drove off the road
Just to answer your phone
When Lauren was calling from far away
She said I love you
I just can’t be with you
I’ll just be leaving soon
And grandpa is waiting in the next town over
He hasn’t felt well for quite a while now
He’s been in and out of hospitals
And the car is waiting
Well brother I’ve seen days like yours before
When your lover left you and
Nothing feels right and no one knows your name
Well brother please don’t feel inclined
To offer your heart when you’re lonely
You just need some time now
And mother is waiting at home for us
She wants to know what our plans are
And where we’re going
And why we’re out so late
Well brother I love you
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9. |
Branches
04:19
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Will they find my
Skin and bones when
When I leave for what no one knows
All at once I’m backwards and endless
All at once I’m yearning for the darkness
Endless seasons
Growing weakness
I will breathe in
All the poison from
City walking and all the pavement
I don’t know how much I can take
I don’t know how long until I break
Endless seasons
Growing weakness
Somewhere I’m sleepless
Reckless and restless
Now I see your
Silhouette through
Through the branches and through the hall
You were gone for months at a time
You were gone through the aching and the dying
Endless seasons
Growing weakness
Somewhere I’m sleepless
Reckless and restless
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10. |
St. Eleanor
04:14
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In the fall, when our mother called
Heard the sadness from the sound of her voice
In the room, when we all came back
Watched her sleep and laid awake by her side
Took a while, then the cleric came
Blessed her heart and prayed to God for her soul
Took a pause, then he gently spoke
Sensed a calmness by the way of his tone
Then at night, when her lungs gave out
Felt her pull the last breath that she had
Then at last, when we all embraced
Saw the glow from all the life that she gave
Oh Father please forgive her sin
Last rites to save her soul from it
Let go
Oh Mary please now lead her home
For all of time and let her go
Let go
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11. |
Twin Flame
04:53
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Take the last book off the shelf
Another tired, waning feeling
Smile back at your last regret
Spiral, thunder and lighting
I crafted the spells to forget
Now the weather is changing
You were so close while I was far away
But I know what you’re hiding
I know what you’re hiding
(This is the last song I’ll write for you)
Fated to forget
The things that you left
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