Twin Flame, by Oka Sun

Twin Flame

by Oka Sun

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1.	The Storm 01:31		buy track
2.	The Flood 05:02	lyrics	buy track
I am my grandfather’s blood I am the poison and the flood And I’m the one who’s leaving When you find another love I am the sin and the saint I am the voice that you hate And I’m the one who’s bleeding And I’m freezing in the cold I’m the bastard I’m the lone man I’m the needing of your love Now I’m a free man A strange and cold man With all the things I’ve never done You’re the sparrow That fills the heart full You’re the branches through the trees You’re the warm glow The way the wind tolls You’re the light I’ll never see
3.	Home 02:33	lyrics	buy track
So you left the light on Staying put can’t go wrong And you say you’re sorry you came back That it’s not the same It’s still not home But it might be something different It might be something like it My knees are weak I think there’s a fight left in me I’m running out of reasons why I haven’t done something It’s still not home Just a pile of bones But it might be something different It might be something like it I might be something different I might as well forget it
4.	You Won't Find It 03:18	lyrics	buy track
You ask of me where have you been I’m in California soaking it in Came back and everything had changed I’m older now, I’m not the same What you wanted Is not what I am What you needed Is not what I could give You won’t find it You ask of me how come you stay I’m losing reasons every day Came back and all my friends were gone For now, I’ll stay here forging on What you wanted Is not what I am What you needed Is not what I could give You won’t find it All my faults All my vices All the ways where I went wrong All my friends All my lovers All the ties don’t last for long All my days All my working All the things that I could be All my nights All my drinking All the thoughts that frighten me What you wanted Is not what I am What you needed Is not what I could give You won’t find it
5.	The Coast 04:10	lyrics	buy track
With two years gone by I’ll go back to the coast you’re on And I’ll find what I want With one look at the sun I am careless and all at once I become blind and numb I can’t seem to keep The ones that I love I’ve been foolish and weak And worn down and lonesome Will I ever find what I know I’ve lost With two thoughts on my mind Who I love or who I’ll leave behind I’ll be fine without the noise With one week left to run I’ll give up all the things I’ve done When I’ve won or given up I can’t seem to keep The ones that I love I’ve been foolish and weak And worn down and lonesome Will I ever find what I know I’ve lost
6.	Sown 03:12	lyrics	buy track
With it we grow Let our limbs take control I’ve got nothing and everything to lose But I might like to lose it all with you You let it grow tall Til you watched it fall And I was standing on the other side Cursing my fear of heights The seeds we’ve sown have all but grown I’m wastin’ Now I can’t say I didn’t try But we can
7.	There & Gone 03:38	lyrics	buy track
I’m all that I have now (my heart beat is going strong) I feel the high then come down (the moment is there and gone) I build up the voices (the ones I had forgot) They come back to haunt me (they knew me all along) You were on the same pills that I took I was wrong for wanting the feeling Where we are now is not what we wanted
8.	Brother's Song 02:41	lyrics	buy track
I remember when you drove off the road Just to answer your phone When Lauren was calling from far away She said I love you I just can’t be with you I’ll just be leaving soon And grandpa is waiting in the next town over He hasn’t felt well for quite a while now He’s been in and out of hospitals And the car is waiting Well brother I’ve seen days like yours before When your lover left you and Nothing feels right and no one knows your name Well brother please don’t feel inclined To offer your heart when you’re lonely You just need some time now And mother is waiting at home for us She wants to know what our plans are And where we’re going And why we’re out so late Well brother I love you
9.	Branches 04:19	lyrics	buy track
Will they find my Skin and bones when When I leave for what no one knows All at once I’m backwards and endless All at once I’m yearning for the darkness Endless seasons Growing weakness I will breathe in All the poison from City walking and all the pavement I don’t know how much I can take I don’t know how long until I break Endless seasons Growing weakness Somewhere I’m sleepless Reckless and restless Now I see your Silhouette through Through the branches and through the hall You were gone for months at a time You were gone through the aching and the dying Endless seasons Growing weakness Somewhere I’m sleepless Reckless and restless
10.	St. Eleanor 04:14	lyrics	buy track
In the fall, when our mother called Heard the sadness from the sound of her voice In the room, when we all came back Watched her sleep and laid awake by her side Took a while, then the cleric came Blessed her heart and prayed to God for her soul Took a pause, then he gently spoke Sensed a calmness by the way of his tone Then at night, when her lungs gave out Felt her pull the last breath that she had Then at last, when we all embraced Saw the glow from all the life that she gave Oh Father please forgive her sin Last rites to save her soul from it Let go Oh Mary please now lead her home For all of time and let her go Let go
11.	Twin Flame 04:53	lyrics
Take the last book off the shelf Another tired, waning feeling Smile back at your last regret Spiral, thunder and lighting I crafted the spells to forget Now the weather is changing You were so close while I was far away But I know what you’re hiding I know what you’re hiding (This is the last song I’ll write for you) Fated to forget The things that you left

credits

released November 19, 2021

All songs written & produced by Yoshi & Laine
Recorded at home, Tiny Telephone & Wally’s HydeOut
Mixed & mastered by Grace Coleman

MUSICIANS

Robi Brown : Bass on all tracks except 8 & 10, second guitar on tracks 3, 5, 7, & 11, vocals on track 9

Harris Razawi : Drums on tracks 2, 4 & 7

ATLYS : String arrangement & performance on tracks 1 & 2

Andreas Voie Juliebø : Drums on tracks 3 & 9

Alex Young : Drums on track 5

Kynwyn Sterling : Drums on track 11

Elliot Kempton : Strings on track 6

Maria Grig : Strings on track 10